It's just the way it is, you know? Not to say doing it specifically to you helps me any. Some people don't think they're worth much, for one reason or another. Getting told you are is a bit of good fortune, if I say so myself.

[...You know how someone might be talking and then it slowly turns self-reflective because they're working from experience? There's a lot that Speedwagon simply doesn't talk about, because why do that when there's so many other people that need the help?

Madness, really. Only thing that can make it better are some kind words, possibly narrated by Johnny Young Bosch. who you are hearing right now. Don't deny it.

anyway]

...Just a bit of rambling. I'm sorry.