[ 'I'm not doing it for you' he almost says- but he holds it back. It'd come off mean, even if he doesn't intend it that way. HE needed it- so he can stop feeling this way.]

Maybe it is. I dunno. But I don't wanna keep feeling like this. Like... like I'm two different people. Does that make sense? [The Yosuke that wanted to be with him, the Yosuke that wanted him to suffer]

No, never mind. I gotta figure that out myself I think but-

[Now the hard part]

You remember how I said I don't regret what happened Thursday?