[He doesn't say anything for a long time. Staring at tabletop, mouth twitching but nothing more. He knows Black is right. He knows, he knew it in his heart- but it was so easy to ignore in a desperate need to fix this pain.
He screwed up again. He can hear Saki's voice in his head.
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He screwed up again. He can hear Saki's voice in his head.
Finally he nods, swallowing]
... yeah.
[That's all he can say]