[ The answer's simple, really. And when she came here, she had promised herself she wouldn't give it away, she would have Hanyuu - Hanyuu had to know, right? Hanyuu...
She had to be-
She had- to know-
That promise they made early on feels so long ago. She wonders if Hanyuu considers it as null as Elda does not. Elda's fist vibrates a little more as she endures this. And ultimately, when that endurance fails. She's too raw tonight, after that letter. After that confrontation with Silver. ]
... Because I wanted to hope. [ She swallows too ] ... That you would not.
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She had to be-
She had- to know-
That promise they made early on feels so long ago. She wonders if Hanyuu considers it as null as Elda does not. Elda's fist vibrates a little more as she endures this. And ultimately, when that endurance fails. She's too raw tonight, after that letter. After that confrontation with Silver. ]
... Because I wanted to hope. [ She swallows too ] ... That you would not.
[ So this would be...
easier for her. To say she couldn't do it. ]