[When Hanyuu hugs her, Estelle embraces her back. It's tight, but it's a sign of how much she's come to care for Hanyuu and how close of a friend she thinks of her. To push past that distrust she was feeling and to try and trust those she asked to trust her, even if she never explicitly said it.]

I... care about so many people here. And I don't want to lose them. I... don't want to see them become murderers over these 'incentives' or because they can't control themselves. I'm... powerless to help them so I feel...

...I feel that I'm just useless.

[At home she felt useful. She could heal others. She could give herself a purpose. Here... she can do nothing.]