Maybe I'd want to keep it to myself, then, since it is a part of him.

[ He tries to smile, but he's tired of doing that, even though it's his own damn fault for trying to put up the front in the first place. But... only a little more, he convinces himself.

If he's with all of these people, even if Killia has gone. He still has Gangrel, Estelle, Phi, Orihime, Hanyuu, and everyone else. ]

... I can't wait, until we manage to all find a way out of here. I believe it's the most impatient I have been in my life, haha.