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I have to live, because I have to find out if my family survived like I did. They're the only things I have left, Yosuke. Everything else--any chance I might have at a normal life--is gone. I need to hold onto what I can. [ This tea doesn't taste as nice anymore, so he's setting it aside and picking up his book again, his hands shaking. He feels sick again. ] I'd... I'd probably hesitate, because there's only one real surefire way to kill someone, but that's a lot of blood and I'm

[ a forced, soft laugh ]

really bad with blood, as I'm sure you've figured out. Gorey stuff, too. But--yes.

It really is that straightforward. [ ...he isn't sure what to say, and he can't look at Yosuke. ] I'm sorry.