There's a lot swimming through Hanyuu's head right now. A lot that's been there...since Tuesday, really, and a lot since before. While it feels like this has just been sprung on her, out of the blue, it also feels like this is something she already was aware of.
I hate God. But I love you, Hanyuu.
She'd said that to her...hadn't she? When Hanyuu was drowning her sorrows, trying to feel what Rika had. She'd said that, and since then... I love you. I love you. I LOVE you, it had just seemed commonplace and natural, and she could barely digest it, or anything, other than her own pain, and then newfound strength.
Everything, so fast, again and again, and the last time...
"Hanyuu! What's wrong?" "You say you love me?!" "Yes!" "I didn't think...you could be so horrible as to make a joke of all this...!" "Hanyuu, wait!"
...It's literal lifetimes apart. Eternities.
It isn't that long before Hanyuu collects herself, but it must feel like it. It does to her. She...ends up...]
I... For how long...have you felt this way? Do you know...?
[Her voice is gentle. And it's...a little shy, in a way Elda probably hasn't heard before.]
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There's a lot swimming through Hanyuu's head right now. A lot that's been there...since Tuesday, really, and a lot since before. While it feels like this has just been sprung on her, out of the blue, it also feels like this is something she already was aware of.
I hate God. But I love you, Hanyuu.
She'd said that to her...hadn't she? When Hanyuu was drowning her sorrows, trying to feel what Rika had. She'd said that, and since then... I love you. I love you. I LOVE you, it had just seemed commonplace and natural, and she could barely digest it, or anything, other than her own pain, and then newfound strength.
Everything, so fast, again and again, and the last time...
"Hanyuu! What's wrong?"
"You say you love me?!"
"Yes!"
"I didn't think...you could be so horrible as to make a joke of all this...!"
"Hanyuu, wait!"
...It's literal lifetimes apart. Eternities.
It isn't that long before Hanyuu collects herself, but it must feel like it. It does to her. She...ends up...]
I... For how long...have you felt this way? Do you know...?
[Her voice is gentle. And it's...a little shy, in a way Elda probably hasn't heard before.]