You shouldn't speak so highly of me, it's not like I've forgotten or even forgiven. [ Okay, this crown is basically done. With one more finishing touch, she turns to Hanyuu, careful not to knock off the one on her head as she places one on Hanyuu's. ... It looks a little busy, what with the horns and the Alani flower there. ]

I've just begun to wonder how much of a difference there is, that's all. I'm never going to be among them, like you desire. But perhaps, I could stomach being beside them.

[ In essence, for her... maybe it's hard to be proud of it. Because it's hard to think of it as a fully positive change. Even if Hanyuu would say it was. Even if James would say it was. ... Hell, all of her family would probably agree. It's just, for her, if she stops to examine it, it's almost like a rearrangement of identity. It's probably why she's deflected off it ]