[... She almost wishes he was mad, being there is such a weird thing.]

Yeah, I am. As usual. [Which is difficult sometimes, but that's her upbringing.] Though between you and me, as a captain's confidant, I'm actually feeling kind of sucky for not getting to really know either of them better. It's a captain's job to work with the people they protect no matter how distant, unruly, so and and so forth they are.

[But that can't... really be helped now, she guesses, and waves it off.]

And... Sorry about the spectacle earlier. I don't know what set you off, but sorry.