[Again he takes a moment to respond- as if he has to boot up everytime he uses his brain for more then vital functions]

Back home, I almost did something... really bad.

[He had told Black this only a few days before, but he had glossed over a lot of it.]

Two people that were... really important to me were killed. And I thought I had the man who did it in my hands. I didn't think it through, I didn't make sure it was really him. I just reacted. I was going to kill him. I had the power to do it.

[He swallows, but his mouth is so dry all it does is make a meaty click in his throat]

Yu stopped me. He saved me from making that choice. I didn't... I wasn't sure if-

...you looked like you might not stop, once you got started.