[He would be. That's why he wouldn't be the replacement leader.]

Thaaat would be a lie. I knew exactly what I was doing when I said that and intended to act on it, I just... couldn't, because I'm more useful here than I am in the pit.

[Even if it would've been satisfying. So satisfying.]

... I'm just bothered because I know that I'm as stubborn as he is. I don't have anything to apologize for. Neither does he. I just want him to get that this isn't something that'll change about me, not for anybody.