I'd be lyin' if I said I hadn't thought about tryin'. Back when he offered to save our worlds, or somethin' like that. [There were a lot of reasons he didn't. Chief among them was that he honestly didn't trust the Kingmaker to come through anyway - he didn't want to be the chump who committed mass murder for a reward that never came. So even if there was a moral element to it too, an unwillingness to take that final step to being a killer, it's not like he's a saint here.] It was easier to think about before we all knew each other so well. Now...even if I saved everyone back home, I couldn't live with myself.
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[Stan's quiet for a moment before adding:]
I'd be lyin' if I said I hadn't thought about tryin'. Back when he offered to save our worlds, or somethin' like that. [There were a lot of reasons he didn't. Chief among them was that he honestly didn't trust the Kingmaker to come through anyway - he didn't want to be the chump who committed mass murder for a reward that never came. So even if there was a moral element to it too, an unwillingness to take that final step to being a killer, it's not like he's a saint here.] It was easier to think about before we all knew each other so well. Now...even if I saved everyone back home, I couldn't live with myself.