[...damn. damn.]

...well, I wasn't trying to be objective about things or anything. I was just afraid, for the most part.

[...he's still trying to figure things out himself, because is he, like... should he go this hard. is it actually what he's thinking or is he just feeling that way because it's been so long since he's trusted anyone that his feelings are on the fritz.

does he... deserve this.]

...

But I do have to say, I... definitely understand that. I don't think it's strange at all.