Who cares about what she deserved or not! When did that ever stop anyone?! Sure as shit didn't stop the church! But-- I--

[ Revenge. She wanted revenge, she needs revenge. Revenge at Yoshikage Kira, and for that matter at the whole human race. James had tempered that hatred in her somewhat, but what did that matter? James was-- James was--

Her eyes are screaming with hatred even while they're watery, and she looks down at Judy with those eyes which are positively predatory, cat-like and overwhelmed with Elda's mix of feelings. But she's also clearly at the edge of crying regardless. ]

I'm not hurting myself! That should have broken the wall!

[ Yet another thing taken from her ]