But war ends, you know? And they were going to take all that away from me. People like me aren't suited to civilian life, we're not suited for anything but the battlefield. So I decided that I didn't care anymore, and that's when all the war crimes and killing my superior officers when they tried to arrest me happened.
I'm not trying to say it wasn't deliberate and that it wasn't my fault, but it wasn't really anything premeditated, either. Just...like I said, there's not a lot of forethought, and there's not a lot of feeling behind it. I just decided to do it and so I did.
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But war ends, you know? And they were going to take all that away from me. People like me aren't suited to civilian life, we're not suited for anything but the battlefield. So I decided that I didn't care anymore, and that's when all the war crimes and killing my superior officers when they tried to arrest me happened.
I'm not trying to say it wasn't deliberate and that it wasn't my fault, but it wasn't really anything premeditated, either. Just...like I said, there's not a lot of forethought, and there's not a lot of feeling behind it. I just decided to do it and so I did.