[’ What is my power? The poison that Phaeroh talked about?’ Belius asks to be killed after Estelle tried to heal her, yet her power only hurt her. This power, this poison that she is.
Belius gave every chance so they could kill her without corrupting her, yet if Estelle hadn’t… if she hadn’t tried to heal her this wouldn’t have happened. It was all in the best intentions, yet…!
’I’m sorry… I… I…’ ‘Worry… not… You were only thinking of saving me’ ‘…Oh, I’m so sorry. I just…’ ‘Power corrupts... But you, you are different. Never lose that kindness...the compassion you so readily show to others... Now, go to Phaeroh... If you would learn of your destiny...’ ‘To Phaeroh?’ …… She wants to stay there, she can’t go on. To know she is… like this… it hurts to much! ‘No… I… I don’t want to go anywhere… My power... It really is a poison... I thought I could help her, but I only brought about her death. I couldn't save her...!’ It’s then that Yuri cuts himself and immediately Estelle goes to heal him. It’s automatic to her. ‘There, you saved me, didn’t you?’ He says it so calmly. Like it’s just a fact. But it’s enough for her to move on and try to find her destiny instead of giving up.]
[That dream… So that was her secret. Yeah, she’s not sure if she could tell people, but in reality it’s not as bad as she made it. Still, she killed someone. Yet those words ‘Power corrupts, but you are different’. And the kindness she readily shows others. The memory she had the week prior still eats at her. How did she end up in a situation where she asked to be killed? What did she do? But she gets up anyway and starts her day.
The library is her first stop. She needs to not think so much and just wants to clear her head. Books allow her to do that. Though because she’s done that, she’s forgotten to eat breakfast. She doesn’t even realize this as she continues to read her book until later on in the day she decides she wants to move around a bit.
Whether someone brought her food or not, she’ll find herself in the kitchen making herself a simple sandwich. Just something so she can claim she’s made food for herself and eaten.
After eating, she goes back to room 29 with the book she was reading before. Her door is slightly ajar so people are free to enter. She’s just sitting on her bed reading and looks like she’s definitely in the second half of her book compared to the first half.
After the 10 pm chime rings, she can be found in the shooting range practicing the gun she has. Recoil isn’t getting to her as bad at this point and her shots are getting more precise. Maybe not quite accurate yet, but she’s also not all over the place like she was before. She’ll probably never be a pro, but she wants to be halfway proficient with the weapon.]
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Belius asks to be killed after Estelle tried to heal her, yet her power only hurt her. This power, this poison that she is.
Belius gave every chance so they could kill her without corrupting her, yet if Estelle hadn’t… if she hadn’t tried to heal her this wouldn’t have happened. It was all in the best intentions, yet…!
’I’m sorry… I… I…’
‘Worry… not… You were only thinking of saving me’
‘…Oh, I’m so sorry. I just…’
‘Power corrupts... But you, you are different. Never lose that kindness...the compassion you so readily show to others... Now, go to Phaeroh... If you would learn of your destiny...’
‘To Phaeroh?’
……
She wants to stay there, she can’t go on. To know she is… like this… it hurts to much!
‘No… I… I don’t want to go anywhere… My power... It really is a poison... I thought I could help her, but I only brought about her death. I couldn't save her...!’
It’s then that Yuri cuts himself and immediately Estelle goes to heal him. It’s automatic to her.
‘There, you saved me, didn’t you?’ He says it so calmly. Like it’s just a fact. But it’s enough for her to move on and try to find her destiny instead of giving up.]
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[That dream… So that was her secret. Yeah, she’s not sure if she could tell people, but in reality it’s not as bad as she made it. Still, she killed someone. Yet those words ‘Power corrupts, but you are different’. And the kindness she readily shows others. The memory she had the week prior still eats at her. How did she end up in a situation where she asked to be killed? What did she do? But she gets up anyway and starts her day.
The library is her first stop. She needs to not think so much and just wants to clear her head. Books allow her to do that. Though because she’s done that, she’s forgotten to eat breakfast. She doesn’t even realize this as she continues to read her book until later on in the day she decides she wants to move around a bit.
Whether someone brought her food or not, she’ll find herself in the kitchen making herself a simple sandwich. Just something so she can claim she’s made food for herself and eaten.
After eating, she goes back to room 29 with the book she was reading before. Her door is slightly ajar so people are free to enter. She’s just sitting on her bed reading and looks like she’s definitely in the second half of her book compared to the first half.
After the 10 pm chime rings, she can be found in the shooting range practicing the gun she has. Recoil isn’t getting to her as bad at this point and her shots are getting more precise. Maybe not quite accurate yet, but she’s also not all over the place like she was before. She’ll probably never be a pro, but she wants to be halfway proficient with the weapon.]