and it takes, and it takes, and it takes

[acherontiastyx]

[It... definitely takes a while for the weekly after-execution note to arrive, but it does --- kind of scrawly and on ripped paper rather than nice stationery.]

EY. YO. WE GOT EFFIGIES IN THE DINING ROOM AND WE'RE GONNA BURN EM.

FOOD TOO. THE USUAL AND HOT COCOA. GOOD FOR THE SOUL. GET SOME. MAYBE TAKE IT BACK TO YOUR ROOM IF YOU HAVE TO. JUST GET SOME.

[Anyway, in the dining room, there's plenty of mugs set out, with a janky looking arrow sign pointing into the kitchen to where you can get your hot cocoa. On the table, there's Vichyssoise, a pot of green tea, and some booze. There's also a cookie tray on the floor away from the table on which to burn the Wordsmith and Kimbley effigies, which are handily placed near the food on the table.

...also if you go in the kitchen without shoes on just. Watch the northern corner. There's no kidneys, but there's a lot of broken plates there for some reason...]

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[deofoled]

Okay.

[...]

Did I ever tell you about the other members of the Rebel Army besides Christo and Seraphina?

[firstaid]

[She shakes her head.]

No, but I would love to hear about them!

[deofoled]

[ That's good, because they're far easier to talk about than himself.]

I didn't remember them until recently but... we took on two young demons, Usalia and Zeroken. They both want to get revenge against Void, and even though they're young I can't blame them. Usalia is the reason curry is on my profile, it's something she has to eat almost daily.

There's Red Magnus too, but I never forgot about him. He's like Gangrel.

[firstaid]

Is it her favorite or is it really the only thing she can eat?

[Estelle definitely has her favorites, but even she likes to mix up her meals.]

[deofoled]

She actually hates curry, it's why she has to eat it. One of Void's generals cursed her with a spell that causes her to go berserk if she doesn't eat it enough. That's how we met her...she was on the verge of losing control for good without a source of curry.

I had some on me, though.

[ Because of course he did, he always has food.]

[firstaid]

To go berserk if she doesn't eat a food she doesn't like? That's... awful!

[It'd be like if she had to eat sukiyaki all the time. Yuck!]

[deofoled]

It is...but she has to if she wants to avenge her parents. She's too young to have to deal with all of that, but I won't stop her as it's what she truly wants.

[firstaid]

[A child avenging her parents... that's far too sad. Yet it sounds like the state her own world it is. People fighting for revenge, fighting so they have have a decent life.

It's another reason she needs to get home, regardless of her fate... because she can help change things with her position.]

Children are strong and are capable more than others realize. They understand what's going on and will do their part and what they can. They're... very strong.

[deofoled]

I just wish she wouldn't have to. No child deserves to live like that, to be fueled only by revenge.

[ A beat.]

But she's probably the most resilient among all of us, always upbeat and cheerful.

[firstaid]

I understands the need to be like that. It's better to see the world and imagine it to be beautiful than otherwise.

[Given she's the type of person that sees her world through rose tinted glasses. Not that she ignores things wrong with it, just that no matter what, her world is beautiful.]

[deofoled]

I think you and her have that in common. Lieze was the same way.

[...]

It's a good thing, more demons need to be like you.

[firstaid]

You speak about Lieze a lot. What is she to you? It sounds like she may have been your girlfriend.

[She would normally squeal over this, but knowing a few things as well as how sad the situation is right now she can't summon the energy at the moment.]

[deofoled]

[......................................]

She was- she was the most important person in my life. She was the first one to show me kindness. Without her I'd be a completely different demon, I'd probably be dead.

[ He's sure he'd be dead actually, and no he's not answering the girlfriend question because hehasnoidea.]

[firstaid]

I think everyone deserves kindness. After all, you never know what someone's been through. I know for some people kindness can't reach them, but...

[She looks down a bit as she pulls her hand from his and sets both hands in her lap.]

For as much as you speak about her and what you've just said, I don't think it feels right for you to compare me to her. She... saved your life right? At least from the sounds of it. And I'm... I'm different. I'm a poison.

[deofoled]

Even if they look like they can't, you should keep trying.

[ But he loses that train of thought as soon as he hears the rest of what she has to say.]

How are you a poison?

[firstaid]

These are people who commit mass genocide for their gain. They were... killed.

[Kindness that can't reach them. Even she couldn't find kindness to reach them after the horrible things they've done.

As for the question.]

My power. It's a poison. It... killed someone. A powerful creature in my world.

[Right she should clarify.]

To humans, my power is a healing spell, but someone like Belius... it's a poison.

[deofoled]

[.......]

That doesn't mean you're a poison. Holy magic would kill the undead, but it's helpful to everyone else.

[firstaid]

No, I think... there's more to it than that. I just don't know what it is yet.

[Just killing a creature with her power, that would be one thing, but... there's more than that. There has to be.

That one memory where she wasn't herself and hurting her friends, she's use that also had to do with her 'power'.]

[deofoled]

I still don't think you're a poison.

Poisonous people are those like Void, who are tyrants who do whatever they want even if it means killing and hurting others over and over again. Even if you hurt someone unintentionally, it's not the same thing.

[ He's sure of it.]

[firstaid]

I would rather not hurt someone at all.

[It was awful when she had to kill monsters... to kill someone who said such kind words to her...

...That's a scar that will never repair itself, in her mind.]

If I hadn't been so rash... she would still be alive.

[deofoled]

You thought what you were doing was for the best.

[ He's not going to say it's okay, because he knows it's not, but he is trying.]

[firstaid]

[He is trying, and it's true that she was trying to do something that helped... but it doesn't help this sinking feeling she has.]

I know I was... I... I only meant to help her.

[deofoled]

That's what's important.

[firstaid]

I... know...

[She's going to get up from her seat.]

Um... I... I'm going to go back to the kitchen so... please excuse me.

[She gives him a polite bow.]

[deofoled]

[ He doesn't feel like he could say more, but he tried. Notably he is bad at reassuring people this way, but maybe it helped.]

Take care of yourself and don't forget to eat.