[Her crying lasts for a bit, eventually calming down to a huff of breaths, and then suddenly, she's just exhausted. Though there is no denying that she feels a lot better as she rests her head on his shoulder. Her embrace on him loosens, but her fingers cling to his clothes. It's like she's silently telling him it's okay if he needs to leave, but still asking if he could stay.
As much as she wants to be alone she doesn't want to be left alone at the same time.
Maybe it's in this moment that she decides for the sake of her own mental health, that she just needs to trust Mikazuki. That he won't say painful words to her, that he won't tell her that she makes him feel guilty. Those words Killidia told her still sting, even though Killia seemed to clarify them.]
I'm sorry... for how I treated you last night and just now. I'm... just really scared.
[How many times has she told Mikazuki now that she's scared? She may be able to count it on one hand, but it also feels like she's lost count.]
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As much as she wants to be alone she doesn't want to be left alone at the same time.
Maybe it's in this moment that she decides for the sake of her own mental health, that she just needs to trust Mikazuki. That he won't say painful words to her, that he won't tell her that she makes him feel guilty. Those words Killidia told her still sting, even though Killia seemed to clarify them.]
I'm sorry... for how I treated you last night and just now. I'm... just really scared.
[How many times has she told Mikazuki now that she's scared? She may be able to count it on one hand, but it also feels like she's lost count.]