Elda Marker (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
matchbreaker) wrote in ![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
trusthell2017-03-04 06:14 pm
matchbreaker) wrote in trusthell2017-03-04 06:14 pm
I still regret every word, that day, I never said
[ This trial was a mess. Hard on everyone, filled with conflicting emotions, and the twists and turns in it made it unsatisfying for everyone involved. That's probably become the norm at this point though! As have the gatherings in the aftermath of them. This time around the letter comes under everyone's door fairly quickly into the evening, following only a short delay for those organizing it to get things together and console themselves enough to be presentable. ]
[ The dining room's set up is once again fairly simple. Hanyuu broad board games, Elda brought some rpg books though she doesn't expect anything to come of it, and there are a lot of envelopes, paper, and pens from the mail room. The mail room's going to close tonight, of course, but most of the letters will probably be written privately anyway. Elda just wanted people to be sure they knew they could.
Food wise, there's grilled meat and fish, rice, cream puffs (all Hanyuu!) Mikazuki's tea (both black and green!) and Elda's ... spicy fries. Some of them are more mild! However, the mild ones are covered in sugar so uh... that's probably not better. Either way, have at ]
Come to the dining room if you want to be with people. I will have board games, cards, food, and drink. We also will be writing letters to the dead, if you want to do that around others.
- Elda, Hanyuu, and Mikazuki
[ The dining room's set up is once again fairly simple. Hanyuu broad board games, Elda brought some rpg books though she doesn't expect anything to come of it, and there are a lot of envelopes, paper, and pens from the mail room. The mail room's going to close tonight, of course, but most of the letters will probably be written privately anyway. Elda just wanted people to be sure they knew they could.
Food wise, there's grilled meat and fish, rice, cream puffs (all Hanyuu!) Mikazuki's tea (both black and green!) and Elda's ... spicy fries. Some of them are more mild! However, the mild ones are covered in sugar so uh... that's probably not better. Either way, have at ]
no subject
Is that...for me?
[...she pauses for a moment, but...if she has permission, she'll take it and read it.]
no subject
THE SHORT VERSION
I'm sorry.
THE LONG VERSION -->
[Will she turn it over?]
no subject
no subject
I've never fully trusted you. It's not just you, though. The only people I trust in here are stupid, and I'm not about to insult you like that. But I've always liked you, and I care about you a lot.
And it's not wrong to distrust in here, either. Elda was considering trying to leave with Hanyuu. I talked to Gangrel about the motive on Tuesday. I thought I could get him to understand how much of a mistake it was. I didn't do a very good job.
This week sucked, but this isn't about me. I put you on the spot. I've completely broken your trust on multiple occasions. I've voted to kill someone you love. And I'm really sorry for all of that, because you didn't deserve to deal with any of it.
I'm not asking for your forgiveness, either. I just wanted you to know.
no subject
...You don't need to ask. I've been unfair to you as well, so...I cannot pass judgement or forgiveness. I'm in no state to.
[...]
I'm not angry with you. I don't feel anything, really. I've gone and spent all of my feelings during the trial, and I'm not sure if everything is going to catch up at some point. But...thank you. That's what I can tell you, right now.
...And if you have any questions, I will answer them.
no subject
[He's not going to ask Lusamine anything. Well, nothing except-]
Is there anything I can do for you right now?
no subject
Do you know something that would help, in a situation like this?
no subject
[If he's being perfectly honest about it.]
Other than that, I've got ice cream, the last of my stash of volcano burgers, and some boxing gloves, if you want to take it out in the dojo.
[...]
Or we can bust out the pillows, I guess.
[If there's a better way to deal with things other than food and beating stuff up, he doesn't know what it is.]
no subject
...Ice cream. I will gladly take some ice cream at this point.
[The pinnacle of sorrow drowning.]
no subject
[...Is she sticking to her vegetable salad ways, or are we going hard here.]
no subject
Monster, if you please.
[this day has been a mess that needs a proportional size of ice cream to deal with it
just fuck her up]
no subject
[He's off to the kitchen! Will Lusamine join him to watch him put together this monstrosity, or is she gonna chill until she comes back with it?]
no subject
no subject
That's what Silver is starting his concoction in. Next is an absolutely absurd amount of ice cream. Vanilla, Chocolate, Cookies and cream...]
no subject
She is not going to be able to sleep tonight and that is the least of her worries right now.
Proceed with the concoction, son.]
no subject
...Maybe a little strawberry ice cream, too. Nowhere near as good as pecha berry ice cream, but still good.]
What else do you like with your ice cream?
[Maybe some strawberries, too? Maybe some chocolate syrup...]
no subject
The questioning causes Lusamine to think, before raising her finger in the air.]
Some chopped nuts would be wonderful, if they have any. Chocolate and caramel syrups as well...maybe one of those Cheri Berr--cherries as well.
[She honestly trusts the shit out of his judgement on this end.]
no subject
[But he's adding everything she asks to this giant ass sundae, and when it's done, and he can take a look at his creation...
...
Well, he's not wearing his gloves because of all the sweets and ice cream and stuff, so he takes a risk, scoops up a little of the sweet concoction with his finger, and smears it on Lusamine's nose.]
All yours.
no subject
[Lusamine rambles way too much, and Silver scores that hit directly! Critical hit!
...Lusamine's actually not sure how to respond to that at first, but eventually settles on a smirk.]
...Oh, I will get you for that one. Mark my words.
[But for now, time to indulge in the past time of crying women everywhere; a fuckton of ice cream. God damn this shit is good.]
Absolutely delicious!
no subject
[...He has armed himself with the chocolate and caramel syrup. He doesn't aim to shoot, though. He'll let Lusamine initiate sugary combat here.]
no subject
[She'll probably have plenty to eat beforehand, and really, she can't be angry. It's actually kind of nice, and it was really sweet of Silver to do that.
...of course, after a couple more bites, he might be able to see her attempting to sneak out another spoon into the fray. She's considering her options here...but...
After a few moments, she swipes the second spoon over one of the cherries and tries to flick it at him.
Game on.]