feistytrader: (okay then)
Silver "seeks NPC life" Bells [Gintaro Suzukaze] ([personal profile] feistytrader) wrote in [community profile] trusthell2017-03-11 05:12 pm

Love of mine, someday you will die, but I'll be close behind

Please join us in the greenhouse should you feel able or need company. There will be food and comfort. None of us should be alone right now.

-Hanyuu, Jasper, and Silver


[That's the note that gets slid under everyone's doors after such a somber and saddening trial; it's not like it's going to be a big ordeal anymore given how few of them there are, but that doesn't mean that they should spend it alone.

The location of their setup is the greenhouse! ...The greenhouse has had a new addition; there is a massive blanket fort set up using an absurd amount of rope, blankets, and duct tape. The blankets span across three trees to make a considerable amount of space roughly shaped like a triangle for them to hang out under. Under the fort is a small pile of scissors taken from the sewing and art rooms. Next to them are a couple of flower crowns. They're relatively simple and don't involve many different flowers, but they're good examples of what the pile of scissors are there for.

There's also food, of course; a blanket is laid out on the floor with a large set of plates, a massive amount of eggs and rice, some of Elda's spicy fries, and... Sandwiches. Jasper's made everyone sandwiches, and the sandwiches are absolutely absurd in size due to how many cold cuts she's stacked into them. But don't worry! They aren't all meat. There's a lot of mustard, too. Luckily, they're still of a reasonably edible size.]
firstaid: (nuture)

[personal profile] firstaid 2017-03-12 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
You're lucky...

[That's all she can say.]

I cared for Killia and Mikazuki so much... and I was happy they cared for each other so much and I never thought on it. Now...I just feel... awful. That's the feeling I don't like.

[She thinks for a bit.]

Though Guzma is still alive and he's been incredibly kind to me. I also greatly appreciate him.

[And this is her escapism. She's going to find a new source of happiness. And pray that it doesn't betray her either.]
Edited 2017-03-12 03:36 (UTC)
matchbreaker: (Rare Hits!)

[personal profile] matchbreaker 2017-03-12 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ She is lucky. She knows she is. And she basks in it.

... Again, selfish. ]


Guzma is a good man! The sort of man who given another half-decade will become great.

[ That said... ]

You're not so happy for the dead couple's reunion?
Edited 2017-03-12 03:49 (UTC)
firstaid: (the world; dark; uncertainty; fear)

[personal profile] firstaid 2017-03-12 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
He is very kind. He denies it, however, I've told him many times otherwise.

[Ever since the very beginning she has.

Though... hmm...]


I'm supposed to be happy they're together now, right? Yet... part of me isn't. I can't really explain it.

[Someone's never experienced this kind of jealousy before...]
matchbreaker: (Captain Marvel)

[personal profile] matchbreaker 2017-03-12 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
Well, go for it.

[ Trying, she means, she waves a hand ]

All we have is time, tonight. I might have a bed to return to, but I can spare you more than long enough to babble.
firstaid: (hmm...)

[personal profile] firstaid 2017-03-14 02:46 pm (UTC)(link)
As I've said, it's difficult to explain. I want to be happy for them, but... perhaps it's... jealousy.

[She doesn't like admitting it, but it's something she feels like she should.]
matchbreaker: (Captain Marvel)

[personal profile] matchbreaker 2017-03-14 02:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Ooooh.

[ Elda would be the last on to blame her for that. But she does wonder if the girl has a particular angle for that. ... Sip.

Ugh still not great. ]
firstaid: (Curiouser and curiouser)

[personal profile] firstaid 2017-03-14 06:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I... just don't know.

[She'll just sip her wine and look up at the ceiling...

Emotions suck.]
matchbreaker: (You no longer live as cattle)

[personal profile] matchbreaker 2017-03-14 06:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ A beat, and... ]

Yeesh, who wants to be the girl in the middle in a situation like that anyway?

... Especially now they're both dead.
firstaid: (elegance defined)

[personal profile] firstaid 2017-03-14 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
They're probably happy so... that's what matters...

[She says that to convince herself.]
matchbreaker: (Mastermind)

[personal profile] matchbreaker 2017-03-14 06:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Tomorrow, it will be. Or hell, tonight if you want. But if you ask me, the dead can afford for you to wait to catch up with them.
firstaid: (upset)

[personal profile] firstaid 2017-03-14 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[It takes her a while to get what Elda means, but when she does...]

I'm... going to stay alive as long as I can. I don't want to die.
matchbreaker: (You no longer live as cattle)

[personal profile] matchbreaker 2017-03-14 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
As well you shouldn't!

[ Even if tat's a bit of a concern of hers after all this, but... ]

I meant, rather, you don't owe them feeling any which way for now.
firstaid: (Troubled)

[personal profile] firstaid 2017-03-14 08:57 pm (UTC)(link)
I suppose. It's still... it's still difficult.
matchbreaker: (I refuse to be forgotten)

[personal profile] matchbreaker 2017-03-14 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ More gently: ]

Of course it is.

[ . . . ] I liked Orihime a lot. I wanted to know her better. And now she's dead.
firstaid: (More concern)

[personal profile] firstaid 2017-03-16 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
Many people whose company I enjoyed... have passed on.

[It's really hard to swallow...]

I think it's true of all of us.
matchbreaker: (Fear is the heart of love)

[personal profile] matchbreaker 2017-03-16 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
Had you experienced much loss, before now?