I... [ It sounds like something's stuck in his throat, and it doesn't sound any better when he clears it like, twice. How awful. ] I've thought about them a lot. Really. Some of them.

[ Blood for the blood god aside. ]

And about why I didn't try any of those times. [ The tiniest glance at Yosuke. ] And why I think I couldn't do them now. It's nothing really sappy or anything, just, I...

[ ...need another drink, apparently, because instead of finishing that sentence he's going to take another and sigh. ]

He probably wouldn't do them again. No fun the second time around or something like that. "You missed your chance," maybe.