I have a dream that I want to fulfill with you...

[tsugomori]

[ Well, that was an extraordinary trial to have... it was certainly filled with many things that wouldn't be lost to the memory of most, even for weeks to come. Although, the return to "normalcy" could be something that wouldn't seem like it was wanted, it was better than the alternative to returning to anything at all.

With ease, Mikazuki find himself setting up the usual party in the usual place-- that would be the library of course. Notes have been slipped underneath the doors of others, or hung up on the walls to alert them of this post-trial "celebration" -- which was more like a get-together of some sorts now than a real party. ]


Please join us in the library again. Of course, food and drink will be provided.

- Mikazuki, Orihime, Hanyuu, & Estelle

[ The food and drink has been set out, what with there being tea, vichyssoise, cream puffs, and fish for everyone to enjoy. ]

Comments

[firstaid]

[That hits closer to home than she'd like, especially since her secret was in a similar vein. But she didn't kill someone she was especially close to... She wouldn't be able to imagine that kind of pain.

Words aren't coming to her so instead she moves to him in an attempt to give him a hug. Whether he receives it or not, she says:]

Even if that happened, I'm sure she forgives you. I can't imagine you killing someone out of malice. You've been kind to everyone here. Sometimes... accidents happen. I... understand.

[She's still not sure how she killed Belius, but her secret said she did.]

[deofoled]

[ He doesn't reject her hug, though he doesn't hug her back either.]

I didn't kill her with my own hands, but I might as well have. She was put in danger because of me, and I couldn't protect her.

[ That's all that mattered to him, really.]

[firstaid]

[She'll just hug him more tightly then.]

I'm so sorry, Killia. I'm sorry things happened like that. I know Lieze forgives you.

[That pain, she can't imagine it at all. There aren't words she could say that would 'blow it over' because it's not something you can say to just... make it better.]

[deofoled]

[ ..... ]

[ For a few moments he hugs her back before he pulls away.]

That doesn't matter. All that matters is that I kill him, that I kill Void.

[firstaid]

[When he hugs her back, she knows it's comfort he needed. She keeps her embrace going on for just a bit longer before she pulls back as well.]

You've mentioned Void many times before and even told me that it's your reason for being alive is to kill him. I... can't imagine the pain he's brought you that you feel you must do this. I've said this many times, but please take care of yourself.

[deofoled]

Killing each other in the Netherworlds isn't a big deal. That's the code demons live by, whoever is strongest survives and the weak die.

[ He feels the need to correct her because he holds no belief that his quest for vengeance is just, or anything of the sort.]

[firstaid]

But what about--

['--protecting the weak that can't protect themselves?' She almost says it but then even she realizes that's a hot topic button she should avoid right now.]

--never mind. It's true that the strong do survive, but... I don't know how to put it in words.

[deofoled]

...I didn't say I agree with it all the time, but it's how it is. And as far as Void is concerned, that's what he deserves.

[firstaid]

Some people need to be killed. I understand that. Law and reason don't work and in order to save the most people, that must be done.

[Somehow after three weeks, she still has a good head on her shoulders and can still think rationally. She surprises herself sometimes.]