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I have a dream that I want to fulfill with you...

[ Well, that was an extraordinary trial to have... it was certainly filled with many things that wouldn't be lost to the memory of most, even for weeks to come. Although, the return to "normalcy" could be something that wouldn't seem like it was wanted, it was better than the alternative to returning to anything at all.

With ease, Mikazuki find himself setting up the usual party in the usual place-- that would be the library of course. Notes have been slipped underneath the doors of others, or hung up on the walls to alert them of this post-trial "celebration" -- which was more like a get-together of some sorts now than a real party. ]

Please join us in the library again. Of course, food and drink will be provided.

- Mikazuki, Orihime, Hanyuu, & Estelle

[ The food and drink has been set out, what with there being tea, vichyssoise, cream puffs, and fish for everyone to enjoy. ]

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Don't worry, I understand what you're saying.

[Keep smiling, everything will be alright if you keep smiling-]

You care a lot for him, and it's hard to talk to people when you care. Because it's hard to put feelings to words sometimes, especially when they're feelings you've only felt for one or two people before.

[ Only for one or two people before--Ichigo...he's the only one. The first person she'd ever fallen in love with. Love, as she's discovering, is bittersweet. ]

I...I don't think Kurosaki-kun...sees me in the same way.

[ He's always looking ahead towards something she cannot reach. There's something untouchable about Ichigo Kurosaki, something so indescribably good, and it both lifts her up and pulls her down simultaneously. ]

It's okay...as long as...I can still be there to support Kurosaki-kun, it's alright.

[G O D

He hears his own reasoning in Orihime's words, so he will go ahead and tell her advice that he himself won't be following.]

That's not really fair to him. How could he even consider it if he doesn't know that you like him? He at least deserves the choice, doesn't he?

I mean, it's good that you would support him no matter what, but he gets as much say in that as you do.

[ IF ONLY SHE KNEW... ]

I...I understand what you mean--I just...sometimes, I think I'm...more of a liability for Kurosaki-kun than a help to him. I've really, really caused him so much trouble...

[ She briefly thinks about Rukia again, for just a split second before she shoves that thought out of her head-- ] He needs someone who can bring him up and fight beside him. And...I'm... [ She's frowning, now. ] I'm not there yet.

It's still his choice to make. If it were me- [HE REALLY SHOULDN'T BE TALKING LIKE THAT] -I would want to know.

And you're so much more than a liability, Inoue-san. You're an incredible person. Don't sell yourself short.

...

[ Watanuki's heard about her past, about what happened in Hueco Mundo. Yet, he still manages to see her this way, and she doesn't think she deserves it at all. He's so kind. ]

I...I appreciate it, Watanuki-kun.

[ She's still feeling unworthy of being at Ichigo's side in that way, but Watanuki is trying to help. She doesn't want to keep on going in circles like this. ]

You're...you're a good person, too. Whoever is waiting for you back at home is truly fortunate.

[YEAH ABOUT THAT...]

I think my friends might appreciate me more after I get the chance to apologize to them.

[If nothing else, being in murderschool has taught him just how much he took his friends for granted.]

...What do you mean?

You know how you never really appreciate what you have until it's gone?

Yeah, it's something like that.

Do you...want to talk about it?

[ This sounds somewhat troubling... ]

It's not something to worry about, ok?

[But he should tell her anyway.]

There's a girl, back home. I...I like her. A lot. But she likes someone else.

That guy she likes, he's kind of a jerk. Very broody and standoffish. He's not really a bad guy, he even saved my life a few times. But I could never separate him from 'the girl I like likes him instead of me', so I was always mean to him. Even after he saved my life.

I...really need to make that up to him. I wasn't very fair to him.

[ They should make an Unrequited Feelings club. (Or maybe not because...little does she know...) ]

I see...

[ She remembers that Rangiku talked to her about something like this before. Not the same situation, but about comparing yourself to others-- ]

I think it's normal to feel that way, though. You...really cared about her, so it sounds like you just got jealous. But you're realizing all of this, and that's what matters, isn't it? It shows that you have a kind heart. And...when you go back home, you'll have your chance to make things right.

Yeah...I do.

[Forever the third wheel, that's him.]

I don't like thinking about it, but I think if I have time to get over my feelings for her, I would be okay. She's a really good friend, and she's already made her choice, so I would hate to drive her away because of my jealousy.

[ ~~not for long~~ ]

I know how you feel. I sometimes...get jealous of someone I know, too. And, like you, I would hate to drive both of them away because of it.

[ Love hurts. ]

Anyone would be lucky to have you by their side, Watanuki-kun. You're already making the right choices.

[CONCEAL, DON'T FEEL-]

Maybe someday it will happen. I'm only 17, there's still plenty of time.

The same is true for you too. You may still have time with Kurosaki-san, even if it's not right now.

Ahaha, that means we're the same age, aren't we? Then...what's on your profile, that must be a typo?

[ 117. Damn son. ]

Well...we'll see what happens. I just want Kurosaki-kun to be happy, no matter who he ends up with.

As far as I remember, it is. I wouldn't look like this if I was 117 anyway.

And like I said, don't sell yourself short. Maybe you're the person he would be happiest with.

Oh, the memories--right! Maybe some phenomenon happened that aged you up a hundred years!

[ oh you sweet summer child ]

Then...the same goes for you! Maybe things with this girl didn't work out, but someone in the future will come along!

If I'm really 117, maybe that's enough time to find someone.

[He's laughing because it's better than crying.]

[ That...that seems so sad, for some reason.

She doesn't say anything for a few moments, and then suddenly, she pulls Watanuki into a hug. ]

Watanuki-kun is nice, smart, a good detective, fun, and really caring. I know that you'll find your happiness, because you deserve it.

[Aww. Watanuki is surprised for a moment, but he does hug her back. It's surprising how good a hug can feel, he never realized how much he wanted human contact like this.]

I'm already happy, Inoue-san. I'd like to be seeing someone, sure, but I don't need that to be happy.

That's alright, too! You do what you need to do to find it!

[ Take joy in the simple things in life, surround yourself with friends, etc. ]

How about...how about you talk about things that make you happy, since I told you about my friends?

Yeah? Uh...

[What makes him happy that he hasn't talked about yet?]

I could tell you about Mokona, I guess. He's irritating, but he's a good person.

"Mokona"? What an interesting name...

[ it is a talking rabbit ]

Okay, tell me more about him!

He's practically a bottomless pit. I thought Yuuko could eat a lot, but he swallows up everything! And he's very energetic, too. He's always bouncing off the walls.

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